Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Shitty



So as I said earlier, I am weird. HAHA. I feel SHITTY/CRAPPY. I know why but I can't tell anybody about it because I have issues with myself and all. I am feeling anti-social right now so I am just here.. ALONE while the others are partying downstairs. It's just wrong that I am like this. I know what I SHOULD/WANT to be but I can't change and now, I am stuck to being SUCKY and CRAPPY. I am letting myself be eaten by life's obstacles. I know I should be stronger now because I have been through this for a very long time now. I can't be like this forever.. keeping everything to herself. Maybe that's why I made this blog, to share and release all the issues I am having with myself.


"I really do not want to cry", I said to myself but when Ate Tin touched me while asking if I want to eat.. I suddenly fought with my tears. I don't want them to see me crying and be pitied. I just want to be alone. That's all but I want to hug somebody now because of Ate Tin's touching(lol.).

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