Sunday, January 18, 2009
Unathlete
Rant rant rant.
I just hate it when my kuya tells me what I don't have them compares me to them, especially my sister. We are all different so why would you compare me to you? So I am not really into sports but I love them. Like during my 1st year, I had soccer as my pe and I had so much fun. I wanted to continue it and go into a summer clinic but I don't have anybody to accompany me. :c I can't do it alone. Anyways, I was with them the other day and they talked about how it sporty our family is. My sister's part of a dance team and my brother played Basketball a lot and other sports during high school. Then she turned to me, "Ay, hindi pala. Wala si Mischa. Loser." Well she told that as a joke but still, it kinda struck me coz I felt like a LOSER that time.
Well I danced for small competitions during high school, I played volleyball well, I was part of the badminton team when I was in high school and I got a high grade in swimming. He does not know that.. then he judges me by saying im a loser and all. I admit it, I am sensitive. What the hell, that's how I feel.
It just sucks to be in this family where nobody really knows you well.
I just hate it when my kuya tells me what I don't have them compares me to them, especially my sister. We are all different so why would you compare me to you? So I am not really into sports but I love them. Like during my 1st year, I had soccer as my pe and I had so much fun. I wanted to continue it and go into a summer clinic but I don't have anybody to accompany me. :c I can't do it alone. Anyways, I was with them the other day and they talked about how it sporty our family is. My sister's part of a dance team and my brother played Basketball a lot and other sports during high school. Then she turned to me, "Ay, hindi pala. Wala si Mischa. Loser." Well she told that as a joke but still, it kinda struck me coz I felt like a LOSER that time.
Well I danced for small competitions during high school, I played volleyball well, I was part of the badminton team when I was in high school and I got a high grade in swimming. He does not know that.. then he judges me by saying im a loser and all. I admit it, I am sensitive. What the hell, that's how I feel.
It just sucks to be in this family where nobody really knows you well.
written on11:30 PM
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