Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Okay. I'm kinda okay but the whole I-am-the-only-one-single-in-my-barkada thing is kind of disturbing me lately. My friend and his guy, well boyfriend got together just last week so last week, I am officially the only one single in my barkada :( I just don't know why I am being single for a long time. Oh well.
K, MERRY CHRISTMAS people. CHEERS.
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
Unathlete
Rant rant rant.
I just hate it when my kuya tells me what I don't have them compares me to them, especially my sister. We are all different so why would you compare me to you? So I am not really into sports but I love them. Like during my 1st year, I had soccer as my pe and I had so much fun. I wanted to continue it and go into a summer clinic but I don't have anybody to accompany me. :c I can't do it alone. Anyways, I was with them the other day and they talked about how it sporty our family is. My sister's part of a dance team and my brother played Basketball a lot and other sports during high school. Then she turned to me, "Ay, hindi pala. Wala si Mischa. Loser." Well she told that as a joke but still, it kinda struck me coz I felt like a LOSER that time.
Well I danced for small competitions during high school, I played volleyball well, I was part of the badminton team when I was in high school and I got a high grade in swimming. He does not know that.. then he judges me by saying im a loser and all. I admit it, I am sensitive. What the hell, that's how I feel.
It just sucks to be in this family where nobody really knows you well.
I just hate it when my kuya tells me what I don't have them compares me to them, especially my sister. We are all different so why would you compare me to you? So I am not really into sports but I love them. Like during my 1st year, I had soccer as my pe and I had so much fun. I wanted to continue it and go into a summer clinic but I don't have anybody to accompany me. :c I can't do it alone. Anyways, I was with them the other day and they talked about how it sporty our family is. My sister's part of a dance team and my brother played Basketball a lot and other sports during high school. Then she turned to me, "Ay, hindi pala. Wala si Mischa. Loser." Well she told that as a joke but still, it kinda struck me coz I felt like a LOSER that time.
Well I danced for small competitions during high school, I played volleyball well, I was part of the badminton team when I was in high school and I got a high grade in swimming. He does not know that.. then he judges me by saying im a loser and all. I admit it, I am sensitive. What the hell, that's how I feel.
It just sucks to be in this family where nobody really knows you well.
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Full Moon
On my way home, I looked up the stars and saw the moon. It was really beautiful but then I realized.. You can't really enjoy the moon's beauty if you are alone. The moon gives out a romantic feel that you just want to cuddle with your loved one and tell him how much you love him over and over again or just remain silent, holding hands while watching the moon.
I miss hugging someone when I need somebody to hug.
I miss those days when you just let time pass by texting or talking to him.
.. and I miss saying those three words i, love and you.
Being single is fun coz you have all the freedom you need(Except when you have really strict parents that won't let you have a boyfriend until you graduate, ha!) but I would really like to be attached to somebody than be alone. There are just a lot of times that life here at home sucks that I want to talk to somebody but there's none.
I am sounding like a desperate woman. hahaha, but i am not mind you! I can wait. Im just saying that I would RATHER... I won't just get a man in the street to be my boyfriend, I am still wishing and waiting for my happily ever after to come.
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
First whatevers
It's been a while since I last blog.. one year. HA. Anyways, this is my first entry for the whole year, wow! Time just moves so fast that I can't cope up on what is happening in my life.
So another year passed and it's been great. yea, even though there are bad things that happened, I moved on. uhh, not really. hehe. I spent the new year with a smile on my face. One of the best holidays ever. It's like God made all the bad things fade off and was replaced by giving me a great holiday spent.
This is a happy post because everything is going so well these past few days. I get to spend time with my barkada, family and other barkadas. hehe. Partying yesterday and the day before that. Got drunk last Friday and was happy the next day. So yea, everything's all goooooood.
So another year passed and it's been great. yea, even though there are bad things that happened, I moved on. uhh, not really. hehe. I spent the new year with a smile on my face. One of the best holidays ever. It's like God made all the bad things fade off and was replaced by giving me a great holiday spent.
This is a happy post because everything is going so well these past few days. I get to spend time with my barkada, family and other barkadas. hehe. Partying yesterday and the day before that. Got drunk last Friday and was happy the next day. So yea, everything's all goooooood.
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008
I can't..
Argh, I can't fix the comment part of my blog. HAHA :)) I am not really good at HTML and the like so I am sorry to those who can't comment. I will fix it when I have the time. Maybe after Christmas.
Anyways,
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA JESUS.
I hope everybody will have a very happy Christmas. It's the season to be JOLLY.
** Edit: I just fixedmy comment part of my blog. HAHA :)MERRY CHRISTMAS to me. THANKS PAPA JESUS. hahaha. :)
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Shitty
So as I said earlier, I am weird. HAHA. I feel SHITTY/CRAPPY. I know why but I can't tell anybody about it because I have issues with myself and all. I am feeling anti-social right now so I am just here.. ALONE while the others are partying downstairs. It's just wrong that I am like this. I know what I SHOULD/WANT to be but I can't change and now, I am stuck to being SUCKY and CRAPPY. I am letting myself be eaten by life's obstacles. I know I should be stronger now because I have been through this for a very long time now. I can't be like this forever.. keeping everything to herself. Maybe that's why I made this blog, to share and release all the issues I am having with myself.
"I really do not want to cry", I said to myself but when Ate Tin touched me while asking if I want to eat.. I suddenly fought with my tears. I don't want them to see me crying and be pitied. I just want to be alone. That's all but I want to hug somebody now because of Ate Tin's touching(lol.).
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Hello blogspot
I am new at blogging here. I just made this to.. well, release all the stress and weird feelings I have. So, I want to make friends here too.. like blogger friends or buddies. I will promise to be a good online buddy. LOL.
Haha, I find this post really funny. It's like some All about you part in Friendster or your Welcome board in Multiply. LOL.
So yah, WELCOME to me. HELLO to my BLOG. and CHEERS to all the post I'll be writing. HA.
So yah, WELCOME to me. HELLO to my BLOG. and CHEERS to all the post I'll be writing. HA.
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